Monday, March 15, 2010

I've heard that with every broken heart we should become more adventurous.

It's going to be another late night here at Georgia's house (I only call it Georgia's house, because my cat is here more than I am). I've been dancing around in my underwear for a greater part of the night, and I can't seem to find the motivation to get anything done.

I've realized today that I need to take better control of things in my life. This way, I am not as likely to get used or walked over. This way, I am less likely to get hurt. I know that getting hurt is inevitable, but I at least want to go a year without it.



Hannah's cure to a broken heart is to pursue this one guy who has had an open interest in me. He worked at Fox & Obel for quite some time in the bakery. He's older and very attractive, and I did have a small crush on him for a little while. I told Hannah that he probably has a whole slew of problems and that a No Strings Attached kind of relationship would be something he can't handle (since that is all I am capable of at the moment). And her response: "He probably just has a lot of depth...which is just a euphemism for problems."



All of the most interesting men in the world are the ones who have the most problems. Yes, I am saying this because I know you'll read it. No, I am not trying to hurt your feelings or anything. Yes, I still want to be your friend. Yes, I still want you more than ever. Yes, yes, yes...

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