Never mind me, never mind me.
I'll just cast shadows on your walls.
I'll let myself out.

Let me tell you all about my silly, favorite day in Minnesota!

I woke up on Friday morning to eat french toast with Johnny Spain. And then I went shopping with Alida and Chelsea. After that, we went to hidden beach to meet up with Abe, Alida's friend. We through golf balls at each other and dug our feet into the sand. Afterward, we met up with Brenan and my brother, Julian, to go to the St. Paul Saints game. Minor league games are pretty amazing, especially when they entail sexy lumberjack men in which Alida and I gracefully hit on. Putting beer drinking and mini donut eating aside, my brother got to go up and play a game in front of the crowd! He won us all push pops. Afterwards, we had little Caesars pizza (5 dollars, woot). And then Alida, Chelsea and I decided to throw a small gathering at Alida's. But that turned into about 30 some odd people, a fight, lots-o-beer and cute boys. The cops eventually came, and cleared everyone out. But Bfro, Alida, Chelsea, Brenan, Chris SD and the neighbor people decided that the party must go on! There was also this very cute/cool/wonderful guy named Randy who was there. We went for a long walk to get cigarettes, and when we returned it was light out.


That was one of the best days that I've had in a while.

I've been feeling very uninspired lately. Though I want to start my oranges project very soon, I think that I am going to have to find a very good recipe for marmalade to accompany it. I don't even like marmalade that much.

I just finished my drawing class for the day. Little projects soon to come, but documentation much later. I don't know if I will be updated as much as before. I will probably end up taking photographs of my work, with poor lighting.

I got a drawing kit today that made me squeal like a school girl.

I've tried to leave this entire thing, being the civil and levelheaded person that I've always been. He broke my heart. He doesn't understand it, fine. But I don't need to be around for more. I told him that I did not want to talk to him anymore. I'm completely over him, but I don't even see us becoming friends again, either.

I hate nearly everyone that I've met in Chicago. But I will stay focused.

I'm worth only pennies.

I love love love everyone in Minneapolis.  details later.

My nightmares still haven't gone away. After my first nightmare today, I went to sleep again before work. And I managed to have another terrible dream. It wasn't a nightmare, but doesn't it suck dreaming about terrible things happening at work, and you aren't even at work?



Gross.

Old School.

Kicking cans across the sky.

I turned in my final portfolio for design fundamentals and recieved an A+.








For those of you who think that this isn't a diary...well, deal with it. Because sometimes this can suffice as a diary. And if you don't like it, then don't read it. It's not like I am specifically naming you (mostly).










Peeves:

Judging my character, underminding my pros, dwelling upon my cons.
Assuming that I don't know something.
Assuming.
Oh yeah, Assuming.
Being an asshole
Wanting to be my friend without showing it