I was refraining from finding anything meaningful with a man for a very long time, after Tony had kind of broken me into pieces. For several months now, I have been thinking that I am ready to let someone into my life again. But who will he be? Will he be as terrible as Tony was? Will he be better than Braden?

I don't know until I try. So now I need to just tell myself to go for it. I haven't been in love for a very long time. And I'd like the feeling.

How can I let down my guard?
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