The nicer you are to people, it still isn't good enough. Nothing good comes out of anything real. People are too sensitive. People want to custom make the people in their lives, they can't just learn to accept flaws as just differences.
There is too much pain and sadness in this world. And being a nice person is getting me nowhere in my love life, friendships, the work place, etc. I am still being highly judged and humiliated.
I have been reading about Elliot Smith while I should probably be doing homework. It has gotten me to think that it really does not matter how sober you get, how successful you are, if you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, if you win awards, etc.. because nothing ever gets better and you'll ultimately would be better off killing yourself if you do not want to endure the pain that the world brings. The world will never get better.
Now the question is, how many of us are strong enough to continue to live in a world full of sorrow?
How many people can stay ignorant? Maybe that is why most older people stay within their realm of a structured life. Maybe that is why people never leave their hometown. Because it doesn't matter where you go, because it is all the same.
Don't go down, stay with me, baby, stay.
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